Nine

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girl, smoke, and ombre image

For I have sin
Asked to be forgiven
What's hidden within
Is unspoken
Every wrong doing
Always been regretting
I keep saying
I'm going to stop these acting
But I keep repeating
The same thing
I keep on praying
To keep changing
To be a better human being
Yet I keep undertaking
For the devil's tasking
Crying crying
I keep on sinning
I still trying
Stopping these sinisterly playing
I keep misbehaving
While quitting
Not realizing
Slowly killing
Every feeling
More sinning
It's digusting
I am fading
Inside still hoping
That I'll keep on improving
For a better life
For a better me

Keep repeating same words cause I suck at trying to make a poem.
It's not a poem though I tried.
Typed by :
wolf

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