Twenty Three
"How are you happy all the time?" Yeah I wonder that too What's so great about being a mime I keep it all inside that I forgot what's true That I can't control myself to forget I just do But then the wave comes And everything that's kept came bursting All the emotions kept coming Yet I still don't understand How come I don't recall What emotion I felt? I don't remember the angst I hate knowing that I was happy Even though been thrown shit and spit I was always happy I hate knowing that I was hurt My feelings were treated like dirt But I stayed happy So long Too long I forgot a lot of things And remembered unnecessary things They said leave the lies Remember what's nice I don't even know now What to feel I have to remind myself When I'm happy When I'm angry Is it forced? How to feel? What is feel? Why we feel? Feelings are exhausting And I'm drained 3:22