my poems sucks

Can I tell you a secret? Do you know why I'm in pain? Sit down and let me explain When you have something that you can't contain You let your tears pour down like rain Forsaking it all and let it drain Your serenity will then regain I for one am not a vane I am not just penny plain I can't follow the chain All those things that I can't attain All the agony I manage to retain I  can barely sustain I am complex I can't complain Shattered to pieces my smile remain My tears won't drop even when I strain Tried to scream but all in vain Tried to let go again and again But all I got is migraine I think I'm slowly going insane /tɛː/ ; won't pour screeches ; /ɪnˈɔːdɪb(ə)l/ 2:59 a.m wolf

The room is a little too small The wall is a little too thin Curled like a big round ball Too cold to be touched by skin A muffle is enough to make wonder Questioning ones own worth Spilling arraignment without ponder Doubting ones self birth Listen Can you hear it? Can you hear the shriek? Can you feel the wail? Can you get a peek? Can you see the ail? Can't you catch the hint? Can't you grasp the game? Can't you hand a stint? Can't you take the blame? Drowning in tears Shifting insane In a room of fears Whimpering in pain 1:11 a.m   wolf

The most painful feeling Is when you want to cry so bad So bad But you can't You can't You want to scream so much So much Your heart aches from holding the pain Aches You built up those feelings inside and tried to buried it Deep inside Over and over and over again And then you put up a show Day after day Again and again. Buat apa pun salah.   - wolf  

I'm floating I don't know what am I being I'm just floating  Float Float like a boat On the cold chilled ocean I started to bloat  Swallowing my emotion  On nothingness Oh the emptiness That was my own creation My willingness of sacrification   Yet I'm basking in the seclusion Yet I'm dreading isolation Yet I'm savouring the placid Yet I have drowned Into my own solitude Now I'm floating Trying to find reasons. " Take a break and start again " - ray   - wolf