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Eleven

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My laughter is boring The melody is cringing The act I'm pulling I keep faking Everything It's tiring It's torturing I keep feeling Guilty of lying Can't you see I'm fading I don't think I can hold it much longer Sooner or later I'll change for the better The me you see Is a liar She's not real She's dead The me you see Is a traitor From her own self She's guilty Of her own death. - wolf

Ten

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What's now blooming Is wilting What's started from the beginning Is now ending What's living Slowly dying No more laughing Tears shedding Smile's fading Skin's aging Body's tiring Heart's crying Mind's maddening Thoughts terrifying Brain's overthinking Pain's throbbing Silence and screaming Are the same thing Feelings are numbing Self dissapearing Lost and hiding Soul's weakening Hand's shaking Trigger pulling Arm's aiming Mouth's panting Shot's hearing Blood spilling Darkness consuming   - wolf

Nine

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For I have sin Asked to be forgiven What's hidden within Is unspoken Every wrong doing Always been regretting I keep saying I'm going to stop these acting But I keep repeating The same thing I keep on praying To keep changing To be a better human being Yet I keep undertaking For the devil's tasking Crying crying I keep on sinning I still trying Stopping these sinisterly playing I keep misbehaving While quitting Not realizing Slowly killing Every feeling More sinning It's digusting I am fading Inside still hoping That I'll keep on improving For a better life For a better me Keep repeating same words cause I suck at trying to make a poem. It's not a poem though I tried. Typed by : wolf

Eight

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Alice Alice You bear no malice You imagine the unimaginable You make it seems possible To have adventures With all those creatures To make new friends And also amends Alice Alice You bear no malice It's unfortunate that you don't remember The poem that was asked by the caterpillar You do have a manner And sometimes temper You were there in the court You were attacked cause you're not short Alice Alice Your bear no malice What a wonderful girl you'll be You dreamt a wonderful world and see How wonderful characters you've made So wonderful creations you've create A wonderful bunny with a watch in it's hand Here comes a wonderful adventure of Alice in Wonderland   - wolf

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Seven

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I am lost I don't know where to go or what to eat Someday I eat alot Someday I might not eating at all Everyday feels so grey The colours are broken The wind have stopped working now Oh why is it so dark in here Who turn off the lights now I'm walking all blind now Oh why is it I can't see clear Is it full or is it blank I'm not sure what I drank Just now So baby help me now I think I'm lost I think I'm drowning The water is thick I'm choking blood I am lost I don't know how to breath and what to think Someday I overthinking Someday I feel so stuck I couldn't breath - wolf

Six

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Lelah Sudah penat aku bermadah Juga digunakan bahasa mudah Dikatanya susah Dikatanya payah Aku mula lelah Dipujuk sudah Dirayu sudah Sudahlah Ego semakin gagah Tak mampu aku musnah Aku kalah Luka dihati semakin parah Sabar yang tipis semakin lemah Baiklah Aku menyerah Sudah menjadi lumrah Makhluk yang asalnya tanah Asyik melihat langit yang gah Lupa pada yang dibawah Harapan semakin punah Untuk melihat esok yang cerah Bak kata arwah Hidup tak selalunya indah. Even in malay it sucks -_- - wolf

Five

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Take my loving Take my yearning You see me breathing But I'm not living Year by year It's getting worst All my fear Starting to burst Confiscate my spirit Shred it and kill it What's left inside me Is all dry and empty My existance Is fading away Your arrogance Is overplay All these running Is really tiring I'm here just floating Wishing I was sleeping All along just dreaming These terrifying feeling Are suffocating Me. I don't feel like raya. - wolf

Four

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Alone again In here I stand Hey wall hey pen Will you be my friend? I carved a world From line to line In this wonderland I made a friend We sang a song We danced along We cracked some jokes We drank some cokes I lifted my lids Such blurry sight Two angry clowns Were in a fight The looked at me Eyebrows down They screamed and shouted With ugly frown They slammed the door Shattered glass on the floor Alone again In here I stand I picked one up I leaked my finger I drip it in a cup I took my painter That's on my bed I started to colour My wonderworld red Old poem. That's why it sucks. - wolf

Three

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I used to tell stories I used to have feelings I used to make memories I used to have wings I used to be happy I used to go flying I used to made merry I used to do things I wanted to say hye Instead I screamed bye I wanted to be free Instead I'm tied to the tree I wanted to believe my eyes Instead it was all lies I wanted to look up the sky Instead I look down and cry I wanted to lay in bed Instead it felt like I'm d...   - wolf