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Twenty One

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Lately I became unease Of things so easy Of things so little Yet this mind can't bear the angst Stupid Shit so stupid It's so stupid I cried It's so stupid I refuse to bide It's so stupid that I lied It's so stupid I'm screaming inside So loud that my body shivers The pain of discomfort lingers Discomfort in my own skin I scratch to every itch Yet all I attain is bleeding pain I woke up at night Cry and cry Why can't I just die Yet too many thoughts gushing in my mind Voices screaming I could barely bind I can't do it to my mom I can't shame my dad I can't let them spend More to my waste Thoughts Are haunting It disturbs you In ways you can't envisage Shit makes me repeat things I don't want to Just to have balance of imbalance I can't even perceive! - wolf

Twenty

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Why is there No more air No more titter echoes Only teardrops in the hollows Sink into the bottomless pit Of solitary The only thing that's lit Is this faint gleam Of the beating heart Slowly dimming Waiting for lights out Once was amused By the joke titled life That went beyond How ignorant one can be Believing that it was easy To be happy To be joyous In this world of mercenary How ungracious To have a chance to breathe Yet still spilling cavil between the teeth  Sigh  Okay Let it be Let it glitter Just for a little while While waiting for it to stop lit I'll carry this pannier I'll jest to the ones who hear About this daughter Who believed in the hereafter Became a slaughter Of her own rapture Waiting for the end of her The one who's tenderness was her greatest power This is the death of her laughter 3:39 a.m wolf

Note

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No poems. Just dropping one of my playlist :) - wolf  

Nineteen

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Waited for the time to come Waited for the precious moment to arrive To be with you To greet you and be greeted to To share laughs once more To share sweet dreams between me and you For I have gone a little while I eager for your smile Yet, I saw something I'm not suppose to.. You throw me too I know it's too good to be true That you needed me like I need you I'm the one to blame for the things you do I'm the one to blame that we always argue.. Shattered Eyes leaked Nose runny Wet cheeks Swollen face Heart ache Head ache Tired frown Tired face That's what happen When the dam broke Trying to regain Peace of mind But only attain Throbbing migraine  Can you feel it?  Tight chest It's hard to breath  Panting Trying to suck air But all it did is suffocating  Straining to weep But only wailing Expressing pain is pain itself Pain I can't stomach Harsh cries Be it in silent The quite scr