Twenty One
Lately I became unease Of things so easy Of things so little Yet this mind can't bear the angst Stupid Shit so stupid It's so stupid I cried It's so stupid I refuse to bide It's so stupid that I lied It's so stupid I'm screaming inside So loud that my body shivers The pain of discomfort lingers Discomfort in my own skin I scratch to every itch Yet all I attain is bleeding pain I woke up at night Cry and cry Why can't I just die Yet too many thoughts gushing in my mind Voices screaming I could barely bind I can't do it to my mom I can't shame my dad I can't let them spend More to my waste Thoughts Are haunting It disturbs you In ways you can't envisage Shit makes me repeat things I don't want to Just to have balance of imbalance I can't even perceive! - wolf